Life Is What You Make Of It

I know things change

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 17:35:36 -0400

I just miss you. I know our lives have become a complete chaos lately. I know we don’t have time like we used too. But I miss you. I’m willing to make time. I hope you feel the same. I know I have changed in some things but I promise I’m still the same jan. I’m a better jan I just don’t do the things I used too which I know it’s hard to believe. But it was personal choice and I’m much happier. And no I’m not going to shove what I am in your face, it’s all personal if your curious ill tell you. I respect. I just want what we had back. Somehow we haven’t told us anything I hardly know what’s going on with you as your hardly know what’s going on with me. We didn’t even have to ask each other, we would call and just say it. And now it’s almost like we are strangers. It makes me sad. And I’m disappointed in myself because maybe I haven’t tried hard enough and I apologize. I just want you back. We have a broken relationship. And I just wanna fix it. We were always different but the same. I don’t want to lose you like dad. Because now that would be another empty place in my heart. Love you so much. And miss you deeply. We don’t have to be super bestest friends, I just want to be your sister again.

No pants. Lol

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 13:36:00 -0400

No pants. Lol

Ha ha yes…

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 00:00:51 -0400

Ha ha yes…

Just believe

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 23:59:22 -0400

Just believe

I want independence again

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 17:58:17 -0400

I don’t like asking. I never have. I want a job again. I want my independence back I don’t want to ask you anymore. I want what I want when I want it. I truly hate this. I want jan jan the bad ass who paid for everything back.

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Sun, 10 Mar 2013 03:33:53 -0400

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Sun, 10 Mar 2013 03:32:43 -0400

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Sun, 10 Mar 2013 03:28:39 -0400

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Yup

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Sun, 10 Mar 2013 03:27:49 -0400

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Wed, 20 Feb 2013 17:18:37 -0500

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"Marriage is not forever, it is till death do us part."

Wed, 20 Feb 2013 17:15:13 -0500

“Marriage is not forever, it is till death do us part.”

- Anonymous

Yup

Wed, 20 Feb 2013 17:11:51 -0500

Yup

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Wed, 20 Feb 2013 17:09:50 -0500

Ha ha yes!

Fri, 04 Jan 2013 23:52:42 -0500

Ha ha yes!

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Fri, 04 Jan 2013 18:22:24 -0500

Front view of my engagement ring

Sun, 09 Dec 2012 10:50:32 -0500

Front view of my engagement ring

My engagement ring

Sun, 09 Dec 2012 10:46:45 -0500

My engagement ring

A thought...

Wed, 28 Nov 2012 09:30:27 -0500

It’s crazy how the people who you thought where closest to you, are the ones drifting away. It would be easier if they said they didn’t want to be involved instead of pretending. I don’t like people that pretend. Save us both the awkwardness and ill move on. Simple as that.

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Mon, 12 Nov 2012 23:01:15 -0500

Yum! Mussels, Little Neck Clams, Steamer Clams in a Hoison style sauce

Sea urchin! Yum!

Mon, 29 Oct 2012 21:17:17 -0400

Sea urchin! Yum!